exhausted


every nite always give me a story, a sad story,
a story about how i havent achieve many things in life
and this nite is about the same
and the story for tonite is showin me,how exhausted am i now
im exhausted to play the rule of an in control person
bein a wise ass person that see the world in deeper perspective
the role of God's servant
the part where all friends are running for a sanctuary
im exhausted..

but then as i stood in silence,my mind just givin me a little enlightment
"nobody asked me to play that role.."

im tired...